this is how it is segregated, after all, we still belong in the same place, the same clique and thanks for making yesterday an indelible experience my entire 16 years. Xmas maybe for only those who believed the birth of Jesus, but it's the whole get together ambience. I've never seen myself so happy so belonged so expanded, my social circle has widened now, thanks B, now his friends are my friends and i feel comfortable, that's the whole point of a friendship right? comfortable being yourself.
i did this just now, i thought of this a long time ago, but it's time to show.
i think i blogged in really bad english everywhere with bad tenses with bad expressions and very very bad punctuations i like random punctuations so being it my blog i shall continue it that way then everything else should be improvised on. hmm.
actually im very sleepy though its only a quarter past 11 but i just have to say this, i dont like it when i text J and then all the replies i get is a one word agreeing or disagreeing to what i say plus he is a starhub provider and i am a singtel and i do not have free sms to any other service providers except singtel so can you explain exactly the tetchiness i feel. hmph. dont friend you. but i luv it when i text M cause since he's a singtel service provider and i text him a letter he still text me 10 other sentences
i picked up alot of chinese words lately and i've been using it on M but he scolded me in the end cause he says im trying to hard to be like an AL cbzx AL only talk chinese mehs, sometimes i like him conversing in mandarin cause it reminds me of Zhishu but he doesnt like it so i have to suck in alot of harsh words so much for compliments ah! he cant converse in chinese nevermind, i just listen to Joe cheng on They Kiss Again seee, you should see him when he's so mean and cold cause thats where he's really hot. the video is there! he is damn cute . if only M a little more like zhishu ahh, i'll be the most happiest girl in the universe ahh.
now im feeling all anxious and nervous cause each time i think of westwood i think of my results and i really want to do well but the higher the expectations the harder the bigger the disappointment, no i need confidence, but gosh, i remembered the tensed feeling i got sitting in the hall, almost feeling so claustrophobic receiving my malay results, such shitty results but i know i put in 1293912739123 more effort the second time round, over confidence is also not good so dahlia good luck. (dont sigh)
kay thats my customized ice cream phone told you LED is so cool, and i did that myself ah! cheh bangga gilerrzx :) camera suck to the maxx but i dont care i like the LED lahh. hehehe . see M! i luv you lohzx. :)
merry xmas everyone! be it good or nice, i still luv you. hahahaha. lame sial.
Im hooked on this foreign serial dramas. I guessed since recession's in two weeks time I found a great stay home companion and what not, late night company :) I got my pink ice crrream phone and LED is soo cool, now I wished I could have listened in physics and its wondrous functions of LED cause its damn fascinating. Kay got to go, Joe Cheng is waiting. Soccer on later or is it now? hmm, go arsenal! boo liverpool! hehehee :) byebye .
hello aishah! i know you're reading this from perth! say hello to the beaches and the cute aussie boys there. hehe sorry M, i luv you veli veli deep kayzx:) as you see im a happy kid today though i was cringing in pain on the way home with a throbbing headache. my temples were beating so badly i thought it almost exploding the veins. hmm, aggressive imagination.
i miss reading and writing i miss math and chemistry i miss essays and cikgu raihanah i dont miss physics and ss heh and i miss mr samuel and his lessons! i miss netball and coach i miss quadrangle and 4I i miss the sec 4s bitchiness i miss the juniors who become laughing stock in our clique and i really really really really miss the mats and the minahs. i miss school and i will really miss 2008 alot.
new year's coming i think january would be "coping of anxiety" therapy at home plus recession next year! :( means poorer on the pocket money and more on the piggy bank, though mine's not really piggy :( results are out soon i saw the mood on the nlevel candidate blogs, so happy so joyful i hope mine will be like that too cause efforts do pay off right? hope so hope so. yeah i hope 4I and the mats and minahs will do decently well :) really i hope so.
i need resolutions asap like first is start saving. recession's next year mum's already stingy with the moolahs, i cant work so im living on bread crumbs from M, right. its too late to work cause the next time i get my pay will be the end of jan and that would be the results. hmm. kay i want to sleep, will drag mum to cotton on to get that bottoms tomorrow, just talked about recession and i just need 20 bucks please mummy please :(
kay bye, long post wordy post ee, gross dont read lah nothing great anyway.
wisdom tooth's out!
though its only a quarter past 11 but i just have to say this, i dont like it when i text J and then all the replies i get is a one word agreeing or disagreeing to what i say plus he is a starhub provider and i am a singtel and i do not have free sms to any other service providers except singtel so can you explain exactly the tetchiness i feel. hmph. dont friend you. but i luv it when i text M cause since he's a singtel service provider and i text him a letter he still text me 10 other sentences 
hot. the video is there! he is damn cute 
. if only M a little more like zhishu ahh, i'll be the most happiest girl in the universe ahh. 
really want to do well but the higher the expectations the harder the bigger the disappointment, no i need confidence, but gosh, i remembered the tensed feeling i got sitting in the hall, almost feeling so claustrophobic receiving my malay results, such shitty results but i know i put in 1293912739123 more effort the second time round, over confidence is also not good 
so dahlia good luck. (dont sigh) 
